Thursday, June 4, 2009

surreal

He's moving stuff out today. His mom is supplying much of the furniture he'll be lacking. Life seems to be pretty darn good for him.

Or is it?

I'm trying to stiffle my feelings of jealousy.

How come it seems like some people can wander through life completely oblivious to the negative impact they have on others, their own irresponsibility, and the implications of staying in a teenage state of mind well into their 30's, and they seem to get rewarded for it?

Is this the part where I remember that my reward will be in heaven? Is it wrong for me to wish for an advance on that reward? A little something-something to hold me over until then....
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1 comment:

  1. I'm sure that is quite surreal. I don't have a doubt that God will take care of you through all of this. (Hugs)

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